Wednesday, December 31, 2008

So long, farewell 2008

Here comes the last day of 2008. I didnt blog for quite awhile and I well known the reason that kept me so long from putting in an entry. Probably I attempted to walk back time and occupy my current life with others stuff, stuff that I did before i start to blog actively. Well, I guess I was trying to crench for attention and at last I perished in myown greed in demanding for more blog reader.

Anyway, I have lots of stuff going on recently. I have parties, gathering, clubbing...life was filling. Friends kept visiting in the end of the year, makes me realize I dont really deprive of friendship. I always feel twichy of loosing something and the insecurity caught me off guard. But recently, with all those familiar faces, finally I could put all my finger cross together and bail out of all the uncertainties again.

How is 2009? I have no idea but now, at least I am nestling blissfully in cuddles that I missed.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Happy dong zhi of 2008

The last month of 2008 slinking to the calender like the crafty thief, and here comes the dong zhi festival which is equally important as any other chinese festival that could possibly come into your mind. This year is a tad different from the previous year as I made my first home made tangyuen ever. I'd learnt to make it during my fren's house warming yesterday and since the memory still vividly fresh, hence I decided to give it a try. After all, not always i can have this rare volition to do something like today. Luckily everything was incredibly sailing smooth and dandy.

wrap the peanut with the thin layer of flour

Ta-da!!!Presenting my uneven size of tangyuen soaked in ginger+pandan soup

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Annual pdc night

Just a pithy recap on what's happening yesterday, at least before I started to get lazy to blog again. Maybe just throw some pic to my blog so that I wont talk so much or thinking what vocab to fit into space to impress people...boo/

We was granted half day leave yesterday for the pdc(penang design centre) night where the theme was "hollywood night", which mean i need to dress up gorgeously like angelina jolie or jessica alba..why only these 2 that i mentioned? coz I only loves them two.

Reached home at 2pm with yannseng and kar yee loafing at my house, pretending to be hardworking a bit at first but ended up, kar yee and me dozed off in the room, snugly for 2 hours, and yann seng and yong jia started the ps2 battle. I called them the "neighbour boys", coz it was like those neighbour small boys come to old auntie house to play ps 2 while racketing snacks to fill their stomach and usually in the story, those neighbour boys normally are stupid one, only know how to say foul words, give rude international finger sign....but of coz, they are not. :).
The "retarded" neighbour boys who was so easily contented by the ps2, see how they happily pulling ears.. Ohya, they are 荣乐and彦成,(so intentionally want to spell out their name coz they claims that they can actually boost up my blog visibility by putting their names, so i could get more comments, hopefully it was not the reverse side effect. )

Oh..I love this pic!They look like wild kids..OOps..just kidding.:p

Im so touched to have leng to iron my dress after I stamping on my foot like the juvenile kids protesting that I dont know how to iron...maybe I should try it more next time coz it works!.:D

I remembered last year during the pdc or whatever dinner, ah woon would be the supplier for her dazzling make up stuff, and educate me on the make up brand. Just when i thought I might possibly go to a dinner with plain face, su lin comes into rescue.

ok..this is my favorite girly moment and i really enjoy it very very much. I love a few gals dress up themself nicely and coloring their face together. Basically I am just trying to act like i am very professional like the others.
The main entrance put up with obvious theme " hollywood night"
I do not understand why the system was so poor this year, people had to queue up and squeezed themself in the narrow aisle waiting to register themself, the worst part was some of the people who register through the sharedpoint previously wasnt get recorded into the list at all and forced to be "quarantine" in other room waiting to be called.

We were such a camwhore, taking picture everywhere. Anyway, we should have more pretty gals shown up in the pic but of coz, they were leaving us for good

We looked so perfectly matching each other..*blink blink*. But i dont like him after he showed his butt and "ball" in the movie...forgot what the movie calls already.

Huei fen, ya teng, me and kar yee. Why am I the only one that look like a dork

My table mate, tina from chandler, me and kar yee

Even taking photo in the toilet. This was the first time i took pic from the reflection in the mirror, at first we were all looking at ourself in the mirror but pik lay said should look at the lens.

I am so excited to blog about this but for the very first time, my house had so many guest at the same time!!! and it was all night long activity...kar yee overnight at my house, again and of coz we gonna resume all the illegal stuff that we did previously in my bedroom..gossiping la, what do you think. And I have my good fren, chui ping and her bf chao feng came to penang and also stayed at my house, Leng also had a Sabah fren who visited her and stayed at my house also. So here comes the headache part, how should I allocate them nicely, so finally I decided that me, ky and leng would be in same room, leng's fren stayed in leng room and cp and bf would have their privacy time in the guest room. Nice right?

Old buddy of mine, chui ping , she is putting on weight and it makes me feel a bit better...ahaha... ok, bad me. But I told her the same thing too. :) good friend wont be mad over a lame joke ok?

Leng's sabah friend, ah chao? i couldnt recall his name. :p

As for my room arrangement...at first 3 of us slept on my king size bed where I slept in the middle...but I had been warned that we cannot kick each other...since im in the middle, possibly I would be the only one that would kick their ass off in the midnight. I lied down very stiffly like the mummy and suffered through the sleepless night but at last, I crawl down to the floor and dozed off on the thin mattress...it is good to have freedon anyway.:)

Saturday, December 13, 2008

闷透了。。。

上帝是公平的。他给了你很多,然后又开始给你少一点,希望你会珍惜。

有一排他给了我很多很多的友谊,让我得意忘形之后,他一个一个的抽走了。但在我失落的时候,他给了我新的友谊,接触到了不同的人,我又看到了与我截然不同性格的人而感到新鲜,上帝说:“别急,在等一会儿你会懂得更多。。。”。我可不是自编对白,上帝通常都不喜欢我们太冲动,因为诱惑大都来自恶魔。但我想说的不是这些,我很容易被四周围的人影响,这不是一个秘密。我的好友们应该很清楚。我也爱装坚强,这点也不是秘密,所以当一个人容易被别人影响,又爱假装扮坚强,就显得很复杂了。所以从来我也没有否认过,我很复杂。我想很多,我考虑很多,所以我举棋不定,所以我容易被人主宰。
已有好长的时间,我没有这么落寞着。连那天永嘉及燕城(翻译的名字)都说我看来很心事重重,于上个星期不一样了。但他们并没可怜我,还是如常的欺负我,来建筑他们的开心。我是不介意。

上帝是爱我的。我要相信。就算有天我七老八十了,身边还是没一个可以给到自己幸福的人,我还是应该要坚信上帝是爱我的,听来有点可悲,但至少我对将来没有安全感时,我会知道去了的时候会有一个可以回家的地方。(我疯了????)
今天,我什么地方都似乎没有去,留在家里发霉的感觉有点臭透了,有时候不是不能找人出去,但出去买东西这一类的事情,我还是比较喜欢与女性朋友拖着手出去,感觉彼此之间的亲密。如果我有一个男朋友,当然也喜欢拖着他出去,偶尔还有人帮忙给钱(通常不会发生啦。。。。:(。。。)。。但至少还有存梦的空间可以幻想。。

但在我未发霉到邻居都来敲门报警的时候,我还是答应和朋友出去。放眼过去,到处都是大减价,但老妈的一通电话却让我连买东西都觉得有内疚感,老妈说经济下滑,很多人都失业了,叫我省一点钱用。 和阿杰逗留在mng里看到好多女子买了一箩箩的衣服,是乎不必钱买的,真的好羡慕。但想了想,没有美的衣服穿我不会死,如果有天没东西吃了,我真的会死,还是当务之急下存一点钱比较实际,但与兴和杰遛到nike shop 时看到有件衣服真得很美,穿上了真得很后悔,因为很美。但是太贵了,一件rm89。。。。咂舌!

回来的心情,我又恢复了。恢复了开心的我。:) 有个秘密我不能说,因为它安定了我。原来有关心的朋友,对我来说真得很重要。所以我一定一定一定要确定我下个男友会比所有好友都好。至少我会这么认为。:) 因为我有个缺点,我爱比较。算来算去,我还真的有好多好多缺点。。。。=S.....

有时候缘分是很复杂的,它需要时机,需要巧合,所以当你觉得这个人对时,又突然发生了一些事情让你三思,所以或许不是上帝说的,虽然他听起来还是很玄,珍爱要等待。对的人会在对的时间等你,不等的人就只有擦肩而过的缘分。

今天我睡了很多,睡了老半天。。还是很想睡。

Monday, December 8, 2008

LOvE actually

I watched Love actually few years ago, way back in my Uni times. It tells a few couples who found the true love in their life, the scene wavered from the older folks, the mid age, youngster until the kids. The touching feeling still cling wrap my heart intensively like the first time. I am expecting to see more of these movies debut during christmas time this year.

Anyway, all about from Christmas is LOVE.

Here are a few soundtracks from the movie Love actually



Sunday, December 7, 2008

The weekend on ww49

We earn a public holiday on next Monday in conjunction of Malay's Haji which most of the people took leave on Friday to travel back their hometown in order to bypass the heavy jam on penang bridge.

I didnt plan for any interesting place this time. I wistfully wish to just lazy off at home and running some errands like my little fishes need their water to be changed, the messy bedroom piled with thick dust on every inch, the pails of fetid dirty garments, christmas tree decoration..everything yearns for a sweep. For christmas and cny. :)

My christmas tree finally got its christmas ornaments from yann seng and yong jia.

The remaining free time was dreary but luckily my fren, joe asked me to catch a movie named "twilight" which is a vampire movie and had a lunch in QB. I couldnt recall if we ever been to cinema alone, I mean we always had zj or others with us. But anyway, zj gave a pass this time as his mum and sis was here in pg.

Kim gary should nominate me as their most supportive customer for visiting their shop 2 days consecutively. I just realised the new food menu on seafood was kinda impressive.

Introducing my dish of the day- the unagi + seafood + rice coated with double cheese

kh's choice. The normal cheesy steamed rice + beef. Not creative at all...../boo

kh's second choice, fried spagetthi + beef. I guess he was having some kind of putting on weight course.

Anyway, I kinda have shopping spree today as I managed to grab one pair of shoes, some xmas gift and a shirt at Mango which cost me to pay through my nose!! no kidding. But i console myself using some treachelous reasons like didnt shopping for quite awhile, cny is around the corner, working pressure and blah blah blah.


On my way back from church today with my fren Ik ing and turning into my apartment carpark. I saw a Giant moloch struting nonchalantly down the carpark and when she passed by my car while I was trying to pull my digi cam out from my slimbag where the stupid zip was stucked, she craftily running pass my car. And thus I only managed to capture her butt. What a waste!? but then come to think of it, if I managed to get my camera earlier, winding down my window while she was just right in front of me, would she attack me for invade into her privacy???? the thought shivered me a bit. Thanks to the stupid zip.

Oops....I just realize there the show box in the pic...aih...I am so lazy to print screen again. :(

Saturday, December 6, 2008

A daily blessing

Time flies. Stealing every single second without notice, exchanging the days with warm and gentle morning sun beam, afternoon's fiery and scorching sun, evening cold breeze and the mysterious dark layer of the nights homage to the living earth..occasionally with a silent and drizzle pour from heaven paddling on your window pans with some melodious mantra, peacefully rounding up your toilsome day with drowsy eyes that urge you to bed. And then God casts a miracle by occupying your mind with dreams; In your dreams, you were thrills with the power of nothing is impossible, sometimes it is so real that you wish to stay a lil longer or even hoping to flip to the ending. And finally, the nights reluctantly surrender to the dewy freshness of a new dawn. Again.

yesterday was a history but how mournfully when you have only the memory of tapping your days away on your keyboard of remote control which i had most of the times. I threw myself "what have I done yesterday?" while hammering my fingers on the small plastic keys that printed the arabic letters.
  • I woke up seeing KY sleeping snugly beside me.
  • I had an early morning conference meeting with US folks that I didnt understand any single word from the chairman. Futilely try to twist my accent to be more adaptable to their conversation. I could hear them laughed at my impatience for requesting some information twice. But i know they are trying to be amicable to me.
  • As usual, resume back the friday breakfast at Roti bakar, but this time with my own team mates. Normally I was having friday breakfast with another team. I must say my team serves alot of weirdo but those that closer to me , now or before in the past, are all the remarkable people which I never thought I would meet.
I remembered the faces that I see everyday(or not anymore) and wondering how if I dont see them oneday. Where the gathering and seperation is just a string apart. God has given us a life where we need the friendsip to sustain it, and it is us to warble the thankful carol with praise and unemcumbered it with thought of care.

Friday, December 5, 2008

Double "yong shui" 's birthday

Translate the"yong shui" into cantonese. Anyway, it was creatively invented by our genious YJ to call the 2 birthday boys as yong shui...sigh....what a pathetic thing if you buddy with such friend. But the saddest thing is....it is a fact. Just kidding!! you guys look lovely together!

Happy birthday Yann Seng and Yu shen. Sorry for didnt snap the pic of you guys patting each other on the
shoulder like some typical twims

The celebration was held in Kim gary Queensbay which is my favorite shopping mall and my favorite restaurant. OOopps...^^
ky, me and the birthday boy, yann seng

4 gals = pasar

Table mate

Not my table mate but you can see my face everywhere~!!!Surprise!-_-'''

As usual, the laughter chucked all the heart together, once again.:)

With the doraemon's family

Birthday Boy gave me the xmas gift...sobsob.....

Deeply touched by the xmas gift but Yj looking so sulk. Still..thank you!!!!!!

Here we gather again

I was yielded to the temptation to resume a simple dinner gathering at my apartment last night, there where several themes for the night, you could call it as "farewell dinner for Chee wai", or just a "reunion dinner", and if yann seng ever show his nose in the dinner, then we could regard it as "yann seng's pre birthday celebration". Anyway, it merely for everyone to have fun. And I wasnt sure if they did.

Departed from office at 430pm, slinking through the cubes to avoid bumping into familiar faces which eventually prompted you with something like" wah...go back so early ah???" which I might pretend didnt hear it at all. lalallala~~

Started to cook the italian spagetthi while waiting for others to bring the rest of the ingredient. The main dish for the night was pork and chicken bolognese Spaghetti,
mushroom soup and fish fillet dipped with mayonaise source.

(Reason to have 2 types of meats: fen doesnt like the pork stink which most of the chinese people favored and mang had a wound that forbid from taking any chicken related stuff...fast Say! I am thoughtful..\boo).

Ok, I acknowledged that I have posted alot of spagetthi dinner on my blog. And in fact I started to doubt of my capability of cooking something scrumptuos instead of just SPAGETTHI! sigh, I guess it was only spagetthi that I know every in and out.

Leng, fen and me was busy preparing in the kitchen.

Our mushroom soup chef vigorously opened 3 cans of campbell brand mushroom fluid~sh

Everything was sailing so smooth at first but out in a sudden, the luck started to oppose us when the gas supply was running out. So while waiting for the gas delivery, we blissfully took the break snapping photo at every presentable corner of my apartment. At first we was only planning to take the photo with my christmas tree, but we were spurred to take more and more photo after seeing the beautiful golden effect from the pic that irradiated by my chandelier light .

The dazzling christmas tree

The lovely couple


4 dedicated model at the balcony

Mang-the photo snatcher, but you rarely see his face this time as he has injured knee. Get well soon la!

Posing on my bed

Anyway, The dish was ready to be served at 830pm with the help from some of them and it was really a harbor satisfaction when you see the food was cleanly swept to the last drop.

The great and fun people

I was so weary when the crowd dismissed and the light was off but chatting with KY in the dark before sleeping on the same bed kept me alive again. Anyway,it has been so long since I last slept with a GAL, and the last gal that I slept with was brenda I guess. We chatted and shared the bedtime secret til 1 am and finally dozed off soundly. Just realize a little secret of her. but not going to unveil here. You gonna pay if you want to buy the secret..hehe :p

i hope everyone had fun though..:)

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

so so random

Carpooling with sh to KL to continue my facial course on the last weekend, I actually spent 4-5 days vacillated between the decision that whether to lazy off in Penang or taking the 300++km trip to KL. And finally when I made up my mind, it was already 11 in the saturday morning.

The disaster of my permed hair. They are so unmanageable. Is there any perm that we dont need to apply anything but can still keep the submissive curly hair?

As usual, I slept the whole journey off until sh woke me up to have lunch at McD Ipoh. if not, I guess I might continuously slept for 4 hours until KL, but of coz I still summon my dutywell as a responsible passenger by waking up incessantly checking out my journey.

Upon reaching Kl, I literally scampered to Adonis to get my face pampered, actually it was a tormented moment when the beautician pressing hard to get a clean riddance on your stubborn acne and blackhead. After the facial, loafed around at sunway for 2 hours while waiting for a friend but i was stucked in a rueful predicament that she not even dropping you a text eventhough she was late...seriously, I am definitely not an easy to wrath kind of gal but that was not the first nor the last time. Since my stomach was protesting for food, so I cancel my date with her and changed my plan to meet another old friend of mine.


Sunday was relaxing with a short walk at One U before departed back to Penang.

Craving a luxurious lunch at italianese.

And meeting up with my ever lovely cousin

After picking up leng at One U and then, slept for 4 hours back to penang. And meanwhile, after exchanging quite a couple of sms with ky who car pooling with chya thiam on another car, we decided to have steamboat dinner at butterworth.

Believe me or not, we managed to get everyone attention from the restaurant even in this noisy environment, not because we have 3 pretty gals but we have 3 loud speakers, I couldnt understand why 3 of us cant have a nice talk instead of talking to each other with the max volume.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

my hairdo


Here is my new hair look:p..at least it doesnt make me doomed when I saw it. Perhaps my expectation was low?? I wonder why we do it though we know it wont look much better. My hair dresser was complaining that I gave her pressure as I keep bugging her to form the big curl. =p

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

My Annual activity

My perseverance is occasionally imperishable, and of cause it depends on where I exploit it, but most of the time. It was concede into vileness. Due to my rash impulse, I decided to give myself a try on hair perming, ONCE AGAIN. You probably hard( but not impossible )to dig out my photo with curled hair as it was always like the precious moment that they waltzing away with a fast pace. And apparently it always, always happen once in a year. Like a season changed.

Everything started on one of the ordinary day where I woke up with one light flash into my mind and the urge of having a permed hair totally usurped my sane again and it seems like the regrets that i had before whenever I permed my hair was leaving untraceable.

Anyway, ah woon probably would try to stop me if she is here, and finally shake her head helplessly and say, "aih...you dont go and straighten it after a week". I totally understand her piety of trying to exert me from falling into the temptation again, but I am surethat this time I could get a perm that could possibly makes me look a tad prettier and different( why am I made such a dunces that so craving for others attention?????but how about for the last time? ^^). I just need to get the perm that I desire and not "eaten" by the hair dresser to try on something different, or else I might emcompass with the same regret and disappointment once again. Not the small curl of course as i was totally unfit to it, the big one is fine because it is easier to manage.

Lets recall the hair perming experience that I sauntered before though i always wash the wavy edge away after that.

This is the only pic I can find when I permed my hair on 2006. It only lasted for a week.=p

This is taken on 2007 cny. This perm was the nightmare!!!

After flicking through all these hair curling pic, it is impossible that my determination to get a perm is still unwavering...I am so so afraid that I would feel regret again, and mostly I feel so bad for my pocket. :(

Monday, November 24, 2008

New housemate

I actually spent 2 weekends decluttering one of my empty room and constantly checking through the list to make sure everything was finely equiped or well prepared in preparing of leng and her newly wed husband moving in to stay as housemate. And now the long waited date had finally arrived.

A new life and a totally different experience having a good friend as your housemate.I hope I could be a good housemate though I might not be as I was too used of staying alone=p.. but at least will try my best to ensure a pleasant 3 months stay for her.

welcome onboard. dear:)

How come that little monkey can get into picture

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Ben and Jerry's Ice cream

I have great affinity towards ice cream recently. I wasnt a big fans of ice cream previously but now, I almost have ice cream everyday.

The influence was coming from my fren(you know who you are), persistently buying me ice cream, Baskin is not my type, HD is nice with its vanila and belgium chocolate, and now introducing another finest home made ice cream. Ben and Jerry's. I hate cherry but emm~ I do like ben and jerry's CHERRY gracia~

Merci beaucoup,mon ami~

Thursday, November 20, 2008

My only Christmas

Guess which is my favorite festive season? whoever got it right will get a big KISS, and the supplementary gift will be a Big HUG. Ok, I know it is cheap so I just reveal the secret. nothing could ever EVER replace the Christmas, at least for me. Perhaps I was grounded intensely by all the sweet christmas memory I had during my childhood

They all started with the christmas carol mail that fen sent out today and of coz, the excitement of waiting for christmas once again invaded unscrupulously into my concentration towards my work earlier, and the next minutes, I wish to write it down again.

I was poor when I was a kid, poor as in very poor. But my parents never failed giving us surprise when we was kids, especially on the christmas day. I believe in God, I believe in Jesus Christ, I believe in Angel, Holy spirit and also Santa and his rudolhp reindeer. And I had them growing up with me til I was 9. The only doll I had when I was 5 or 6 was a skinny doll wearing a red dress( that is why I am so into Reds right now). It was a blonde beautie and my sis has a similar one, but with pink color, which is a corny color. And that was my only toy. I really appreciated it as I never missed it from my prayer to Santa that year and 'they' made it up for me. Taking a kid's prayer seriously and the happinese was apprehensibled.

And when we had our own house, my father built 3 wooden cupboard under the staircase to fully utilized the space and that was the first time i learnt about the little privacy where I can stuff all my properties, my books, my diary, everything! And during every year christmas, before christmas eve to be exact, my parents would ask us to pray LOUDLY to santa on our wish. Whenever we prayed for something slightly costy, my parents would tell that Santa wouldnt afford to buy that as he needs to provide present for the other good children too. So make a wish for stuff that useful for you, preferable some school stationary. So on Christmas, we would hang our clean stoking on each of our cupboard and went to bed very early, like 10. I wished to wait til 12 as my parents said that was the time when Santa starts " their" delivery. Oh well, I was un-inquisitorally obeyed. But we always failed to wait til 12 as everyone was sleeping snugly til parents pat us woke up in the middle of the night and checked for our presents.

Ok, I keep this believe until i was 9. Yes, 9...and my classmates told me there was no santa and your parents was a liar. I yelled at her and pulled her hair, til I had the teary eyes back home and hugged my mum saying my friend dont believe in Santa. So my mum called my dad out and I could still remember that little breaking sound that crenching my heart and from that minute on, I felt I had grown up. I was so angry for the little fib coz it took away my small believes but on the other hand, I realized my parents are so wondrous. So so so wondrous that they could build a fairy tale for you to live in, although they had to tie their belt and empty the pocket. Buying us these memories.

I had a wonderful childhood. Can you tell? And now, before I getting more emo, let me share another secret of mine. I guess I never told anyone about this before, but this is definitely my favorite christmas song. :)


Just a night out

This morning my friend told me I am thoughtful. Am I?.....Perhaps I am. So I guess it is a compliment. But the question that alarms me is will others be thoughtful to me like i have been thoughtful to them. I guess the common fact is, you will be out of their picture once they have a PLAN. A plan without your name listed. Fact is cruel and human are cruel. So in order to make yourself acquainted to this, you have a choice. It is whether you put a plan without those NAMES or you keep their name and don't sulk if they didnt have yours.

Sincerity counts......

Anyway, watched a movie with a few of my friends yesterday after work, The guard post. Seriously, sitting in front of the 3rd row with the machine guns sweeping like crazy in the scene, blood oozing, lots and lots of filthy skin....it makes me contemplated really hard the reason i endured the uneasiness for 2 hours. I figured it is the fun hanging out with nice friends. Well...:) that makes sense.

Wonder how I looked like after work? Seriously! it is a MESS! Dont believe? just look below! TA-DA!

Tousled me with my dinner.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Boredom

Intel has many pretty gals...this statement is true but it doesnt apply on me, though i am one of the intellier. And this statement is true also. How pathetic it is!!

I bump into so many pretty young ladies in intel, everyday. But I dont think they bump into any pretty lady though they bump into me. Ok... lets stop weeping for the injustice.

The inference that i can draw from the above statement is...most of the pretty gals have lots of money, lots and lots of money. I wonder how much they have in their account coz I somehow have difficulty having lots of saving in my account, though i dont shop for months. Months..! (yan woon, if you read this post. You will know how important you are to me!!! and yang!!!! you are important too..and ok..my often over spending cousin!!, you are equally important...) and now, I didnt shop for months...i mean crazily shopping, carrying lots of shopping bag with no regrets, enjoying the fascinated glances and envious sigh. High heels! short skirt..sleeveless...tight jeans..brushes on cheek, light lipbalm...oh mine..those are all nestled in my havenly memory.

Anyway...no free lunch please. You need to pay if you want to be pretty, unless you are naturally pretty even if you only wearing a pyjamas with your tousled hair. If not, work it out gals! stop eating too much to feed your busted tummy, facial please if you have collected enough acne or blackhead or pimples; Get on your bed when it strikes at 10 pm, have a hair perm perhaps? (emm....perhaps not for me.) And must must remember to carry an umbrella during lunch time, you do not intent to further toning your skin from the blazing sun, right?

I wish i could obediently abide them, perhaps I will be a tad prettier. But... but....but...........I was totally subdued by my apartment. I am the loan slave, will be slave for the next 20 years. But thinking of how I can be so lazy off in my cozy apartment...Ah well....it complementing the inadequateness.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

那辆老爷车

那天驾着车在午餐时间赶着回家,转进了回家的巷口,刚好那条路正在维修当中,辗过时,一些小沙石就不偏不倚的打在车底的铁板上,发出了“吧嗒吧嗒”的声音。我记得我听过这个声音,在小时候。那辆浅蓝色的老爷车,老爸用了他仅有的储蓄钱买了他有生以来的第一辆车,如果不是为了这头家,我想他永远不会想过要花钱买车。它很惨旧,很破,小时候的我总觉得坐在里面很窘,看着朋友的家里都有国产车,我心里就很不正常,常常耍脾气不上车,或是叫老妈泊得远远的,然后快步的跑上车催着老妈驾走,我不是不明白老爸说的家里没钱时不好意思的模样,也不是不明白我和别人家的富有小孩不同,只是我也不懂为什么当时的我不能够体谅家里的处境。

那辆老爷车,老爸开着它,在周末时载着全家口从江滨公园回到婆婆家只因为当时的我们没有家。经过婆婆家的石路上,同样清脆的沙石声,不同的是,老爷车的铁板破了好几个大洞,从车厢内翻开车贽就可以看到车底下的石路。 当时的我很小,总喜欢倚在窗口依依啊啊的唱着不知名的调调,那夜晚的星空有着数不尽的星星,把天空的距离拉远了;距离那段日子已好远了;不同的东西已有好多好多。我长大了,爸妈老了,或者那辆老爷车如今已是一堆废铁,我不懂。现在的我有了自己的考牌,却突然想驾着它载着老爸老妈,驶在回家的路上,问问他们两老,当年年轻的梦是否在今天已完成了?对孩子的期望是否他们曾经让你们失望了?


Monday, November 10, 2008

End of the war(PART 1)

Hey, I am back! it feels like forever since the last post. Had been loaded with a loadful mundane works, not really mundane but it is something big for me. At least for yesterday.

felt like burning Intel architecture spec over weekends and drink them instead of having hard time mushing with it and attempted to make them more likeable. But at least I finished my code review of PART1.

Not going to talk about how intense the discussion was, but after having like 3++ hour of my code presentation, it is a prodigy that I finally stepped out boldly from the room, alive. And first time ever,the office air seems so delicious to breath in/boo

Ok...after the long tough hiatus, all the pimples that grow on my face finally gain its value now.

Monday, November 3, 2008

happy birthday Ik ying


I am so delightful to know that you have your birthday today, not because I can treat you a nice dinner but merely because you finally older now. Imagine that you always like to laugh for I reached 26 much earlier than you, and now we are same age. I gonna laugh til I sleep tonight, and am sure that I will have a nice nice dream tonight! for we are same age OLD auntie now.
Happy birthday sweetie! I hope you love your simply wrapped birthday present and the Japanese food.