Thursday, March 24, 2011
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
But he miscalculated the time so I had to wait longer than I thought, again, unsure if I was on right pick up zone and if he was able to find me. The worse I figured was it is either I became the ice statue under this weather or I took a cab which are all the limo here to the hotel he reside. Limo sounds enticing. :)
Thank God, he found me after 15 minutes before I executed my backup plan.
I was thinking. Days ago that I am lucky, I have a promising job, I have great parents, I have great bf, great friends who can help you whenever you need them, great people around me like my boss, friends at work( though some are really mean), properties at this age, and afford to take respite to the places I was only able to look at on the tv screen. Don’t get me wrong, I am not trying to flaunt but I just need to say that I felt blessed and I believe so many of us was not realizing how lucky they were having people who really care about them sometimes, I did that too. I was completely a blind idiot sometimes that I crave for more and take people who loved me for granted, not realizing there are lots of people who live less than me, who might have struggling to survive like the Earthquake victim in Sentai, who probably just wishing they could be poor but their loved one survived, who probably wish they could have treated their loved one better when they were around. Human mind is sick.
And my mind used to be sick too.
I remembered my friend told me something years ago” you have a lot of suitor, and that is why you couldn’t choose”. It is better off leaving with no choice than having too many choices that baffled you sometimes. I made the wrong choice before, and I was worried it was wrong even when I made one. And sometimes I thought I could have a better one that came my way. Yes, that happened even when I was with him. I wasn’t daring to overtly confess it now if I never told him the truth before. But he had been a great man who embraces every bits of me without feeling sorry for me or living in self-pity.
Life is great, because you complete me! :X
Anyway, not forgetting i found the mr.right for my parched lips too. It is the bath and body works's lip balm that works as the breath fresher too!